Four more pounds!
Posted: July 3rd, 2007, 9:38 am
Hey All,
Well, I just had to pop on and let you guys know how I'm doing. I haven't been on the boards much lately because I'm working ALL the time these days. Let me apologize in advance for the length of this message.
After havin such a good May, June was a bad month for me. I had a lot of stress (mostly beyond my control) and while I didn't cheat eating any off plan foods, I did have protein for two meals in one day twice and I felt like I was eating more food than I should have been. Even though it was all LDL food.
One night last week I got off of work and I was in tears all the way to the grocery store. I was out of fruit and some other things so I HAD to shop. I bought the things I needed and then decided I was going to pig out on LDL pizza. So, I bought the stuff for those too. I cried all the way home from the grocery store as well. But something happened to me when I got home. I said to myself, "Girl WHAT are you doing? While you can have this pizza, you're NOT that hungry and if it's not hunger then food won't fix it."
So, I had my fruit and a few corn thins and went to bed. The next day was a better day and I was so happy I didn't use the food to medicate the feelings I was having. For me, this is HUGE progress.
Anyway, I went to the doctors office yesterday, not knowing if I had lost and worried I may have gained. I stepped on the scales and four more pounds were gone! PRAISE GOD!!! I am now at 280 pounds. This is the lowest weight I have been at in over 10 years. And while I still have a LONG way to go I know that I will make it to my goal weight. Anyone who would like to say a prayer for me, I would appreciate it. I want to get down to 119 pounds. On my five foot nothing frame, I think that is a good goal. My next goal is to hit the 100 pounds lost goal. I'm only 23 pounds away.
Thank you all for your continued love and support. I couldn't do this without you guys. I really couldn't. God Bless you all.
(In Faith) Little Princess
Well, I just had to pop on and let you guys know how I'm doing. I haven't been on the boards much lately because I'm working ALL the time these days. Let me apologize in advance for the length of this message.
After havin such a good May, June was a bad month for me. I had a lot of stress (mostly beyond my control) and while I didn't cheat eating any off plan foods, I did have protein for two meals in one day twice and I felt like I was eating more food than I should have been. Even though it was all LDL food.
One night last week I got off of work and I was in tears all the way to the grocery store. I was out of fruit and some other things so I HAD to shop. I bought the things I needed and then decided I was going to pig out on LDL pizza. So, I bought the stuff for those too. I cried all the way home from the grocery store as well. But something happened to me when I got home. I said to myself, "Girl WHAT are you doing? While you can have this pizza, you're NOT that hungry and if it's not hunger then food won't fix it."
So, I had my fruit and a few corn thins and went to bed. The next day was a better day and I was so happy I didn't use the food to medicate the feelings I was having. For me, this is HUGE progress.
Anyway, I went to the doctors office yesterday, not knowing if I had lost and worried I may have gained. I stepped on the scales and four more pounds were gone! PRAISE GOD!!! I am now at 280 pounds. This is the lowest weight I have been at in over 10 years. And while I still have a LONG way to go I know that I will make it to my goal weight. Anyone who would like to say a prayer for me, I would appreciate it. I want to get down to 119 pounds. On my five foot nothing frame, I think that is a good goal. My next goal is to hit the 100 pounds lost goal. I'm only 23 pounds away.
Thank you all for your continued love and support. I couldn't do this without you guys. I really couldn't. God Bless you all.
(In Faith) Little Princess