Today is my first day back to work after the holidays. We had a breakfast this morning. I wasn't sure how I would do, so I brought some raspberries, a pear, and some grapes. I did fine focusing on my food and ignoring the breakfast burritos and bagels.
When we sat down for our first meeting, they had little bags of cheese crackers for us. It was easy to give them away as I don't really like them. I found some WASA crackers at Albertsons this morning and I had 2 to help me get by until lunch.
Now everyone else has gone out to lunch. I came home to read the message boards to renew my strength. As I sit here eating corn, green beans, carrots, and some roast, what I really want is chocolate. It is all because of the stress of the first day back. I keep thinking if I eat some, I will "feel better." I guess I need to address the emotional issues first.
I have some cherries I am going to take back with me to snack on later, along with some more raspberries.
Please pray for my resistance to temptation. I have been eating well for 5 days, and I am down 5 pounds. (I know some could be water weight, etc. but I need all the encouragement I can get.) I usually give up by the end of the first week. I know this can work. I think I just have to make sure that I am getting enough to eat. When I get hungry I tend to binge on the bad stuff.
Enough said... Thanks for listening!!
