Tracy's Journal

[Gwennaford]

[glow=black,2,300]TRACY ! ! ![/glow]

Congratulations on losing so much size.  I worry when people are gone for a while that they might be falling off the Skinnytown Train, but you hung in there & continued to succeed on your own.

WAY TO GO ! ! !

Loves, Gwennaford

[sugarbeartf]

LOL Gwen, I didn't stay gone long. I love this way of eating and these boards, so i won't stay away. I'm not going to give up. I'm in this for the long haul. 

Thanks Carrole, yes, going down in sizes is GREAT!! Makes me feel so much better about myself. I can't wait to go down another size. It will happen!! Wish my mom were here cause she always wanted me to lose weight. 


  5/6
  Breakfast:  Smoothie, Banana, Frozen grapes
  Lunch:  LDL beef stew, salad with FF cheese, FF ranch

[sugarbeartf]

    5/8

    Breakfast:  Smoothie, frozen grapes
    Lunch:  Salad with spinach, carrots, egg, black olive, cauliflower, FF ranch
    Supper:  Broccoli & cauliflower soup,



I am very sad tonight. My sister was suppose to come home for a visit on the 20th, but she called me after I got home from work and told me she isn't coming home. I have SO been looking forward to this. I bought the ticket for her to come home for both of my kids graduations, 8th and High School, and also my niece's wedding. I even took vacation time. I'm pretty upset right now and I have to go to work in a half hour. 

Have a great night.
Tracy

[Sweet_Pea]

Oh Tracy, that would upset me lots also.  Love being with my sisters.  We could pray that she will change her mind and come.  So sorry.

God be with you and gently sooth your hurting heart.

Hugs, Carrole

[graceface66]

(((((((((((((((((((Tracy))))))))))))))))))))))

              So sorry
                    may G-d bless and comfort you
                              kris

[sugarbeartf]

Yea, it does upset me alot. I am hoping she changes her mind. She is suppose to get here on the 20th, so there is still time. I think there is more going on with her than she is saying. I'm just going to wait it out and hope for the best. I will still enjoy my vacation and the graduations and parties and wedding without her. But I really want to see her!! But I will support her decision. I'll let ya know what happens.
Thanks for your support.


  5/9
  Breakfast:  Nothing
  Lunch:  sirloin hamburger with grilled onions, hard boiled egg
  Supper:  LDL pizza soup.

[Gwennaford]

Hi Tracy.  Sorry you're feeling down in the dumps.  I'm joining you there today. 

Loves, Gwennaford

[sugarbeartf]

Wow, it has been a super long time since I was on here. I'm sorry, I'm going thru something right now, actually I think its the hardest thing I've ever had to go thru so far and have been really depressed. This is the first time in weeks. 
I am about 90% of the time staying on LDL, but being depressed, I tend to eat more and eat more bad stuff for me. But, during this past month, I have not gained any weight or lost any. I am happy with that. I'm trying to be good. 
I just wanted to check in, I'm trying to post more often. I can't believe all the new people, this is just great.

Take care,
, Tracy

[sugarbeartf]

  6/22/09

  Breakfast:  hard boiled egg, banana, frozen grapes
  Lunch:  Salad with mushrooms, egg, spinach with FF ranch, chicken, watermelon

[EnJae]

How's it going Tracy?
You doing ok?
NJ

[sugarbeartf]

    6/23/09

    Breakfast:  cantaloupe, banana
    Lunch:  Beef Potato Pie, salad with spinach, egg, FF cheese, FF ranch, zucchini salad
    Supper:  Banana, Fresh veges, wine

Thanks for stopping by NJ. All I can say is I'm trying. My life has taken a big change and I'm not ready for it. I have some decisions to make this next month. Saturday will be very hard on me. My boys are going to CA. My oldest is moving there with his dad, and my youngest is only going for a month. I made my ex husband promise that Tony will come back. I have found out alot of things lately about why Nick, my oldest is going. That is what I'm trying to deal with and decisions to make. I feel like a failure as a mother. I have alot of emotions that I am struggling with. I'll be okay. I've been very depressed and feel like I'm just getting by right now. Thats just some of what I've  been going thru the past month and a half. Seems alot longer than that.
I'm trying to get on here more often. It has helped me before and I need to get back on track again. I have not gained any of the weight I lost, but I have not lost anymore either. But I know I can and will lose more weight.
Have a good day.
Tracy

[sugarbeartf]

    6/24/09
    Breakfast:  Banana, hard boiled egg, frozen grapes, strawberries
    Lunch:  Key Lime chicken, aspargus, watermelon




Thanks Little Mary for stopping by. I took off work Friday to spend with my boys, go shopping, out to eat and a movie. I'm really looking forward to that. I'm dreading Sat. morning. Their flight leaves at 9:05 am. I keep telling myself that this a good thing, good for them to get away and spend time with their dad, and meet his family out there, and for me to do some thinking. I'll get thru this. I've raised these boys most of their life by myself, so its hard to let go. 
Take care, Tracy

[Sweet_Pea]

Tracy,

So good to see you back here again.  I'm sorry your heart is breaking.  Life seems to throw some tough knocks at us at times.  I will also pray for you especially on Saturday morning and next few days.  You are right, God will see you through this.

I have been so busy since April that about all I do on the boards is read a few posts before going to bed.  I miss some of the old friends and love seeing all the new faces on the boards now. 

Take care friend and God bless you.

Hugs, Carrole

[sugarbeartf]

I'm not even going to post what I ate the last couple of days, cause its not good. Went out to eat twice yesterday, and took my boys out today for lunch. Plus had a dairy queen blizzard. I plan to start fresh on Monday. I just got home from work and need to get to bed. Trying to wind down some. Have to be up by 5 am and leave by 6 to take my boys to the airport. I have them all packed and ready to go. Took them shopping today for some new clothes and shoes. It was nice spending time with them.
Thanks for stopping by Carrole. I missed talking to you while I was off here. I will be back on more often. I will definatley have more time and won't have to share the computer for awhile.
Well, night everyone. Have a great weekend.

Tracy

[Sweet_Pea]

Tracy,

I'm so glad you stopped by tonight, it is always so good to hear from you.  Sounds like a great day with the boys.  I've been praying for you tonight and hope you will get through this better than you imagine, if possible.

My dd and family are flying tomorrow morning also to Alaska.  It is always hard for me to have them go on vacations.  I've always been so protective and still feel the same way only try not to let them know it.  So I kissed them good bye today and pray for there safety and your boys safety.  God is good.

We still haven't got to go camping because so much going on almost every night it seems.  I believe the worse is over and most all the family birthdays are done.  Now our pickup developed a problem, the power just went off while my dh was out on the interstate so he had to coast off and happened to be right at an exit.  The mechanics can't find the problem so dh is afraid to try and pull the trailer until it gets fixed.  So maybe we won't get to camp this summer.  We are planning a fishing trip up to Northern Minnesota third week in September with dd and family, that should be fun.

Tracy, have you got to see your sister yet?  Sure hope you will be able to get together soon.  I love being with my sisters and know you do also.  Nothing like it.

Hope you can sleep tonight and God bless your family.

Hugs, Carrole

[mom]

Oh Tracy, I was saddened to read your posts, but the Lord has prompted me to pray for you and your boys.  May the Lord comfort you as only he can, and hold you safe and secure in his arms, put a hedge of protection around your ds as they visit with their papa and bring them back to you safe and sound.

[sval59]

Hi Tracy, just wanted to drop by to see how you are doing?  I've been thinking about you and hope you're feeling better.

Cheryl